Ok, on a serious note, for those of you who don't know what these names mean wat how have you not heard of me I'm famous, here's a TL;DR of the story:
I joined the site, got really angsty about whether people liked me or not, got banned for causing way too much trouble across the site and constantly creating alts to try and convince the community that I was new.
I, uh... I was really silly. I just assumed that people hated me for no real reason, when in reality people just didn't really know me. I was new, of course. Yet, I kept thinking it was somehow my fault. That there was something wrong with me as a person, and that I had to be someone different. I couldn't accept the fact that people would eventually get over the drama I caused, and thought the only way to not be disliked was to make a better first-impression as someone new. To try and be someone I wasn't.
Well, for starters, I didn't really plan it too much since so many people already knew who I was. Am I really that easy to read? >_>
But, really, through conversations I've had with several people, I've come to realize that, in life, stuff just happens. And people can get over it. And also, it kinda just sucks to bottle up all of this regret, so it's better for me to just let it all out and tell everyone the truth.
Post by Cressida Schade on Aug 12, 2016 16:53:45 GMT -5
It's Aight if you got history, if it's been a while its cool. People change, I've dealt with people like this, on the tenth alt they always change for better or worse
Post by Consequence on Aug 12, 2016 17:11:30 GMT -5
I've told you before privately and I'll say it again; the only one this is a big deal to is you. We -like- having you here and no one is interested in driving you off. Take your shoes and jacket off and stay awhile. You'll have fun! Promise!
I have no idea who any of those people even are. o-o
This.^
Also, in all honesty, I think you should just stop drawing attention to yourself and do your own thing. Make a Char and start roleplaying. Then you can start getting to know people - until then? Why would anyone, including yourself, care? It's just a roleplay site, haha. Don't take this too serious, just relax and do your thang.
this ain't for the best my reputation's never been worse, so you must like me for me we can't make any promises now, can we, babe?