Post by Consequence on May 22, 2014 20:35:53 GMT -5
She imagined it was what drowning felt like.
Her arms wavered helplessly behind her as she fell through space, through time, through darkness, further and further away from the ‘light’ that she had shared in that room with Tokiyo. A dying light ; the smallest, most distant, fading, aperture of hope now no more bright than just another star in the sky.
There was no water filling her lungs, only the despair of having been ripped from her sanctuary, from the very soul she called home, and cast out into...somewhere.
The feeling of falling was distinct, the stomach that wouldn’t quite sit in place and the feeling of wind or air or reality or whatever made up this place screaming past her head as she looked up, unblinking, terrified of what she was being forced to leave behind.
Black.
Not quite shapeless but not really distinct. Some kind of tunnel?
Ugh, it didn’t matter. Try as she might to distract herself from what had just taken place in that chamber beneath the Central 46, Karaudo Haretsu couldn’t help it. She couldn’t help him. Willing to sacrifice in the ultimate sense wasn’t enough. It was the easy choice ; it was the simple choice. And it didn’t. Fucking. Matter.
Tokiyo laid dying in a pool of his blood on that floor. Her blood. Their blood. Spilled by a monster who lived to see it boil and boil it would ; she would never forget his face. Never forget the hatred that radiated off of ‘Captain’ Umi, if he could even be called that anymore. She had felt something like that before, once, from Sakamoto Miki...a pure, primal disdain for her but this time it was so much more palpable. This time there wasn’t the sadistic, satisfied horror in the face of her assailant. This time, behind the mask of hate, there was only more. He hated what she was and she had to pay for it.
She just wished Tokiyo didn’t have to.
Karaudo needed to close her eyes. To shut them tight and squeeze the pain out from inside her. To cry and cry for her failure until she was out of whatever she had to give. That had always been their deal, hadn’t it? The one sacrificed their well being and their goals for the sake of the other? It wasn’t just her giving though, they were partners. How many times had Tokiyo given up on his long term plans to trust in her judgment and her impulse? How many times had they laid it all out between them in a desperate gambit to overcome something neither of them understand wholly, but entirely overpowered together? But not this time. Only the rush of wind and a growing darkness as she squeezed her eyes shut.
Her hand stretched up towards the closing portal. Didn’t want to let go. Couldn’t.
White light!
She wasn’t dead ; she could still feel the wind rushing past her, more chaotic and flippant than before but still the sensation of falling. The darkness was gone, bright light threatening to pierce even the stillness of her shut eyes. She opened them.
Her outstretched arm was still extended and grasping at the sky. Sky? When did….
The sun bore down on her, its hot, yellow rays bathing her in a blinding light that only accentuated the maw she had just flown out of, it’s fuzzy blackness already beginning to close.
No longer drowning, she now felt like she was on fire.
Mercifully, it didn’t last long.
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To the sounds of a splitting headache and a blaring ring that would rival a fog horn, she awoke. It faded slowly, but it did fade and as it reduced so too did her awareness increase. It was morning ; a dim light from low in the sky off to her side but she felt cold dew on her and on the ground on which she had landed. Birds chirped. Annoyingly happy. She could have just as easily guessed it were evening but things always felt like they were ‘picking up’ in the morning, and despite the dire circumstances that had driven her here, Karaudo felt...optimistic.
She was alive.
If she were alive, that meant Tokiyo could be. Even if not literally, at least metaphorically ; how could someone truly die if a piece of their soul lived on? Even if it was through someone else.
She tried to move her arm first. Stiff. Painful. Nothing immediately felt broken but how could she know until she made the stupid mistake of getting up trying to see if her body could bare its own weight?
The twenty-something looking woman mustered her willpower and tried to roll over ; first to her left, unsuccessful but establishing the momentum that would help her in her second attempt. Second, to the right ; this time popping out of the little crater she had left with about as much ceremony as she had entered it with. Her bodice clanked against ground with a thud and she now found herself laying on her stomach, blood pressure having skyrocketed at her perhaps zealous attempt to stand.
Bracing her palms on dirt she pushed herself up to her knees very slowly and took a look around. It was..well...basically the middle of nowhere? There were houses in the distance, just a few, and a larger building with a lovely set of gardens around it. She had no idea where she was but the greenery and sunshine assured her she was not safely back in her Domain, inside of Tokiyo’s soul. Anything but.
Her skin was a pristine, porcelain with slightly rosey cheeks although today they were accentuated with dirt and a bit of blood. Two, tried streams of blood came down out of her nose and ran off the side of her face ; she could feel them clinging to her, providing whatever final reminder was necessary that she had indeed just fallen from the sky. She wiped the corner of her mouth clean but decided against attempting to fix her less-than-hot mess until she could find some water and get her bearings. That’s how Karaudo was ; always after the immediate problem. Even when tossed on your ass into a situation that no one in the history of ever had spoken about, let alone written subject matter on, and could therefore reflect on or study. No, this was survival 101 however it was a course she never expected to have to take.
One leg up, then the other, she rose to her feet. Her head still thumped with fury but it was becoming more calm.
She began walking towards the larger building, the gardens specifically, because why not? She wasn’t about to sit and wait for fate to get off its ass and guide her somewhere. She missed her home. She missed it desperately. But if there was a way out then there had to be a way back and it would take hell itself and not even that crime against nature, Captain Jomyaku Umi, could get in her way.
Two sentences, under her breath, defined all the resolution and determination that she could find within herself to muster.
“I’m coming home. Try and stop me.”