Post by Amelia Vietti-Thompson on May 24, 2015 10:47:15 GMT -5
'Just how much of me is me?'
'The more I learn about the myself the more questions arise. For every one answered another three surfaces.'
'Even now I'm still learning just what I am; what it means to be part of this world, what it means to be a Quincy, what it means to me to be a Quincy.'
'And now not only do I not have the full answer to any of those, a new question, an important one that there's no way I can ignore. Just exactly... who exactly am I?'
'I am Amelia Fiorella Vietti, second born daughter of Marco and Cassandra Vietti. But it seems that I am not just her. Within me it seems other existences are buried within my soul. I only know one, Lena Heinrich but there's more than just her. There's a whole three more that I don't know and already my identity as Amelia Vietti has slipped away to the overwhelming existence that is Lena Heinrich. Sharing presence with her feels like it's going to be hard enough but who knows how much that will change as I delve deeper into my Quincy heritage. I can't say if I'll lose myself to all these dominant characters. The more I think about it the more frightened I get. I don't want to lose myself. I don't want to be someone else. I want to be myself, I want to be Amelia Vietti. It feels more and more now that being a Quincy is more of a curse than a gift. Ignorance is bliss and so is knowing yourself. So is never having to face horrific creatures like Hollows. People die everyday from all sorts of things, I'm not going to be hung up with guilt over the death of these spiritual beings any different than anyone else. It's just the natural order of the world. I hate them. I truly do hat them. The only reason why I hate them though is because they have touched my world on a personal level. They hurt me, they killed people close to me, dear friends. It's devastated my life in a way that can never be undone, a scene in which I was an actor, a scene that I can never forget, no matter how much I would like the events of that day to be a dream it will never be so.'
'The only thing I can do is continue to walk forwards.'
'On my two legs or whoever's they may be...'
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Her eyes flicked open wide as Amelia resurfaced from under the ocean she had sunk into, the wispy smoke figure cloaking her body dispersing, the only thing remaining the mantle. Her reawakening however was not one of peace. She had been in the back seat for the events of earlier and only had the haziest of views of what had occurred in that short moment of possession. Her focus tighten on the ugly spiked gauntlet flying towards her body. With no time to react to the attack, her body tensed up and she gritted her teeth as she prepared herself of a world of pain. Life seemed to throw her crap like this now, dismay ran through her head as the hand of the other crazy in the act tore through her gut, ripping out flesh and gore.
"Uwaaah!"
Or so Amelia expected to happen. Instead the fist collided with her, the wicked spikes digging into her flesh, painful puncture wounds but they were no more than that the attack greatly slowed on contact. Instinctively, she had utilised her newly unlocked skill blut vene, a rush of spirit particles flooding her system, faintly visible through her torn shirt. Blood immediately began to flow from her injured abdomen and it remained only that because of her Quincy pure blood and the fact that she was yanked back towards the black haired Quincy. Ungracefully she crashed by his side skidding back on her hands and feet as she recovered her position. Her breath was more ragged and unsteady as her hands clutched at her leaking stomach, stomach and shirt remnants stained with crimson. The mantle around her neck faded away as she glanced up at her incensed foe, her eyes squinting with the pain.
"Thanks..."
Twisting her head to the side she looked up at the Quincy and then back to the woman before she attacked again whilst she was distracted. Panting she spoke up to him though the woman would likely hear if she was listening, her pain apparent in her voice.
"Sorry. I wasn't in control then it was something else... Thanks again. I don't even care anymore, she can do whatever she wants, I never wanted to fight her in the first place. It was that guy who was the one who instigated it."
A bloodied hand pointed to the knocked out Quincy, Hikari Kaneki as she cursed him in her mind.
'Bloody idiot...'
The hand moved to point her palm forwards to the woman, an indication to stop as blood tricked down her wrist, travelling down her arm as she glared at her; a deep set frown on her face. Amelia was not one to take kindly to assault. All she wanted to do was leave now but if she pushed on and insisted on continuing the fight, Amelia would fight, she would inflict at least the same amount to her if not more. The feeling remained as her other red hand touched her pendant on her chest. The power, she felt she could grasp it, draw it out without drawing out Lena; that moment was over. The idea scared her but it was better than being killed in some stupid feud that she did not exactly care about.
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