Post by dreamy on Dec 15, 2016 15:15:30 GMT -5
Miller, Carlos "Claire"
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[ AT A GLANCE ]
Age / Apparent Age:18/18
Gender:Male but presents as a female
Height & Weight:5'11 & 129 lbs
Hair & Eye Color:Blonde & Green
Positive Traits: Careful, Persistent, Analytical
Negative Traits:Whiny, Hostile, Judgemental, Selfish.
Loyalties: The Holy Trinity: Me,Myself and I!
Snapshots: Born:April 19th 1998
Carlos becomes "Claire":March 15th 2012
Father leaves him:December 24th 2013
Discovery of Power:October 31st 2015
Move to Japan:August 3d 2016
[ ON THE SURFACE ]
Physical Description: "Claire" appears as a skinny effeminate male of a decent height with blonde long hair and a pair of black eyeglasses. His primary outfit consists of a black dress with black high boots. Notably he has a small skull tattoo right below his left clavicle. When Carlos speaks, his voice and tone come across as flamboyant and high-pitched. His skin is smooth, bearing little to no muscle across his body either. When he speaks he has a habit of moving his hands in a rather overexaggerated way in order to convey what he is saying.
Spiritual Description: "Claire"'s Reiatsu appears as a darkened pink whenever it is released. Giving whoever detects it an almost cringe like feeling alongside one of disgust, almost as if whoever feels this can feel the internal nastiness of Claire. Another feeling of great hatred can also be detected from Claire's Reiatsu whenever it is felt, almost as if he/she contains several frustrations it expresses.
[ BEHIND THE EYES ]
Personality: Carlos comes off as a soft effeminate guy who's attention span is rather short and who's mouth is rather blunt. There is absolutely no form of a speech filter on Carlos, which causes him to come off as rude or loud-mouthed. Whenever Claire first meets someone, the young guy is quick to assess their negative traits and possibly talk garbage of them depending on how bad it is. This comes from a desperate desire for validation, Claire adamantly asserts that she cannot do any form of wrong whatsoever and as a result prefers to berate others with what she deems are their own flaws instead of ever hearing about her own. Any time Carlos is insulted he will quickly shut it out before quipping back, his ego ever so desperate to be socially dominant no matter the situation and no matter how wrong he is. The littlest achievement will result in him bragging about it to those that he knows or "trusts". However trust is a very loose term with him, as Carlos does not "trust" anyone. He keeps people around only to gain things from them, to watch them as if it's some form of entertainment to mock internally the day to day lives of "normal" people. It mostly is just too entertain himself however and maintain some form of social "presence". As long as she feels in control of the situation or the people around her, then he is fine. The reality is though, he wants to trust and he actually does want someone. It's just he's so frustrated at the world and everyone from his past experiences that he refuses to "give in" to this.
Albeit his large hatred of normal people stems from the fact that they are nothing but "sheep" to him, people don't like to think and are selfish,petty creatures and nothing more to him. The criticism she recieved after assuming the form of Claire only worsened this, practically making it hard (but not impossible) for Claire to act kind at all towards anyone or anything. If someone were to break through the rough exterior that Claire puts out however, they would find a fragile and broken person who is attempting to quell how hollow they feel with a sense of superiority and so-called "smugness". He will never admit it, but all he actually does want is to be "happy".
If ever given the chance to enact violence upon someone who has angered him/her. Carlos/Claire will appear very unhinged at the idea of any form of "revenge". Oozing sadism at the thought of maiming whoever has earned their ire and gaining a very large obsession over doing said action. It is possibly for him/her to lose it though if the person somehow made amends. She/he also enjoys to cling onto others and simply try to manipulate them onto their advantage. As a result whenever Claire/Carlos "befriends" someone, it's usually to keep them under their thumb if possible.
Goals & Achievements:Carlos/Claire wants to be happy in life, however with the discovery of his powers came a sudden shift. Carlos also wants to put himself "at the top" in a sense, to rule or "tower" over others while exploring the nature of this power and of the spirituality all around him. When it comes to achievements, Carlos actually has not done anything outside of graduating High School and attempting to make it inside of Japan.
[ GUARDIAN ANGEL ]
Weapon of Choice: A small 7 inch pocket knife.
Power:Carlos/Claire's unique power is the ability to produce and manipulate spiritual Tar. It's nastiness stemming from his own toxic personality and behavior, it's heat coming from his hot-hotheadedness and anger, it's very own stickiness even stemming from his desire to cling onto people.
[ LEGACY CREATED ]
Origin: Carlos's story begins with his birth in North Virgina on April 19th 1998 to his young mother and father, who had only given birth to him shortly after their own marriage. He lived a pretty normal life for most of his childhood, his mother Kara Miller and his father Arnold Miller raising him with their best intentions, developing a few small childhood friends here and there. Though while he was young, Carlos was a short and pudgy child which resulted in him facing bullies upon entering middle school. The young lad was harassed because of his physique by multiple kids in middle school which resulted in the young boy becoming an introvert. He did not divulge the details of this to his parents or anyone he really "knew" at the time either. Preferring to keep everything to himself and just suffer while praying he would be able to get out of it. Over time however, Carlos took an interest in sports and would begin to lose weight , becoming more athletic and thin. By the time he was in high school, Puberty had begun to hit him. Combined with his sort of "athletic" physique things went pretty fine for the guy, however because of his newfound introverted attitude Carlos just didn't end up making much in terms of friends.
One day in his freshman year however of high school, Carlos began to explore himself and got comfortable with the concept of being female. He was sort of "jealous" of the lies that women around him had, and didn't want to come off as a boy anymore to people. Indeed the young boy would begin to invest in makeup, styling and growing out his hair alongside dresses and more feminine outfits. Eventually the young boy would come out to his parents about this once he was ready to "change" himself. Once he approached both of them about it one night, his father needless to say was rather against it. In his opinion he had wanted for Carlos to become "a man". His mother on the other hand vouched for him to "explore" himself and do whatever he wants to do. His parents argued for a while and day after day about it, while Carlos began to grow scared and uneasy. Just what had he done to his family?
Eventually after about a week or two. His father approached him and begrudgingly welcomed his decision. Even going as far as to "pay" for his clothes and makeup that he had also discovered his own son purchasing. Meanwhile their mother had remained generally supportive about it.
However, then came Carlos's transition into "Claire". On Halloween he had put on his full transition outfit and even went trick or treating. Using his high pitch voice and well passing looks to pass off as a "maiden" that halloween. Though when he returned home that day, the young lad had something he just had to tell his parents. That he indeed wanted to change his name to "Claire" now and be identified as a female rather than a male. This was met with similar results by his parents, his father progressivley getting more and more confused with his young boy carlos all of a sudden wanting to become a girl now. He had raised a son not a daughter! Yet this was still happening, where did he go wrong as a parent the man wondered to himself night after night. His father certainly did not do a good job of hiding this, as Carlos picked up on it and began to feel guilt progressively that he wasn't "a man" like his parents probably wanted him to be. His mother may have come across as supportive but....To him was she really supportive at all or just saying it to not make him feel bad? Carlos at school was a different case, on one hand most people didn't seem to care or mind his "transition", but there were still the select few that chose to point him out and give him shit about it. When bullied he/she just surrendered, choosing to take the abuse of his/her attackers and harassers as if it was some form of divine retribution for "ruining" his own families happiness.
During these dark and lonely moments in Claire's life, he began to foster a negative opinion of people. When harassed nobody ever came to his aid or bothered to care about him, nor was she a very social person to begin with. It didn't help that their bullies were obsessed with trying to make him feel like a freak, an outcast, someone who was never meant to blend in or be "normal". After a few months, he began to sort of "accept" what they kept telling him, that he would never be a "regular" person and begun to despise society for allowing this to happen to him. His anger had only started to develop at this point, a small amount of hatred towards people for the circumstances he was facing.
Then it all skyrocketed when his father left him the day before Christmas just one year after he transitioned. His own father couldn't take being supportive of what "had been" their son, nor was he fine with his own wife supporting such a decision. The days before the leave his disappointment and anger at Carlos had begun to boil at the prospect of getting him "a dress" or some other thing for christmas, tired of it all Arnold simply walked out on his family that one night. Refusing to come back and ditching "Claire" with his mother now. The times after that were dark and only fueled his guilty feelings even more, as his mother began to blame him for everything that had gone wrong in the couple's relationship. This was beginning to take an even harder toll in Claire's self esteem now too, causing him over time to become more and more desperate for validation and compliments.
After the event in which Claire discovered her powers she at first nearly developed a power fantasy about abusing it. However she began to think that if such powers existed, then perhaps there was danger or even other people in the world that could stop her from getting what she wanted. As a result Claire over time did as much as possible to keep it hidden and under no circumstances ever told anyone.
Rise to Power: As the young he/she would have it however, her life was not going to remain ordinary for too long.
Call to Action: After the discover of his/her power. Claire simply realized he/she should go do something. Their life had been rather boring and uneventful with only depressing events and things never working out in their favor. However with the discovery of their power came a newfound sense of self worth and a desire to explore. Alongside what was previously mentioned, after working some time at a minimum wage job in order to save up a good amount of cash and training her power in secret. Claire eventually left their mother at the age of 18 for Japan, a place that was certainly far, far away from her and from her entire old life. He wanted to forget everything, there was nothing but bad memories in Virginia and now he was actually capable of abandoning it all.
RANK/TITLE
[ AT A GLANCE ]
Age / Apparent Age:18/18
Gender:Male but presents as a female
Height & Weight:5'11 & 129 lbs
Hair & Eye Color:Blonde & Green
Positive Traits: Careful, Persistent, Analytical
Negative Traits:Whiny, Hostile, Judgemental, Selfish.
Loyalties: The Holy Trinity: Me,Myself and I!
Snapshots: Born:April 19th 1998
Carlos becomes "Claire":March 15th 2012
Father leaves him:December 24th 2013
Discovery of Power:October 31st 2015
Move to Japan:August 3d 2016
[ ON THE SURFACE ]
Physical Description: "Claire" appears as a skinny effeminate male of a decent height with blonde long hair and a pair of black eyeglasses. His primary outfit consists of a black dress with black high boots. Notably he has a small skull tattoo right below his left clavicle. When Carlos speaks, his voice and tone come across as flamboyant and high-pitched. His skin is smooth, bearing little to no muscle across his body either. When he speaks he has a habit of moving his hands in a rather overexaggerated way in order to convey what he is saying.
Spiritual Description: "Claire"'s Reiatsu appears as a darkened pink whenever it is released. Giving whoever detects it an almost cringe like feeling alongside one of disgust, almost as if whoever feels this can feel the internal nastiness of Claire. Another feeling of great hatred can also be detected from Claire's Reiatsu whenever it is felt, almost as if he/she contains several frustrations it expresses.
[ BEHIND THE EYES ]
Personality: Carlos comes off as a soft effeminate guy who's attention span is rather short and who's mouth is rather blunt. There is absolutely no form of a speech filter on Carlos, which causes him to come off as rude or loud-mouthed. Whenever Claire first meets someone, the young guy is quick to assess their negative traits and possibly talk garbage of them depending on how bad it is. This comes from a desperate desire for validation, Claire adamantly asserts that she cannot do any form of wrong whatsoever and as a result prefers to berate others with what she deems are their own flaws instead of ever hearing about her own. Any time Carlos is insulted he will quickly shut it out before quipping back, his ego ever so desperate to be socially dominant no matter the situation and no matter how wrong he is. The littlest achievement will result in him bragging about it to those that he knows or "trusts". However trust is a very loose term with him, as Carlos does not "trust" anyone. He keeps people around only to gain things from them, to watch them as if it's some form of entertainment to mock internally the day to day lives of "normal" people. It mostly is just too entertain himself however and maintain some form of social "presence". As long as she feels in control of the situation or the people around her, then he is fine. The reality is though, he wants to trust and he actually does want someone. It's just he's so frustrated at the world and everyone from his past experiences that he refuses to "give in" to this.
Albeit his large hatred of normal people stems from the fact that they are nothing but "sheep" to him, people don't like to think and are selfish,petty creatures and nothing more to him. The criticism she recieved after assuming the form of Claire only worsened this, practically making it hard (but not impossible) for Claire to act kind at all towards anyone or anything. If someone were to break through the rough exterior that Claire puts out however, they would find a fragile and broken person who is attempting to quell how hollow they feel with a sense of superiority and so-called "smugness". He will never admit it, but all he actually does want is to be "happy".
If ever given the chance to enact violence upon someone who has angered him/her. Carlos/Claire will appear very unhinged at the idea of any form of "revenge". Oozing sadism at the thought of maiming whoever has earned their ire and gaining a very large obsession over doing said action. It is possibly for him/her to lose it though if the person somehow made amends. She/he also enjoys to cling onto others and simply try to manipulate them onto their advantage. As a result whenever Claire/Carlos "befriends" someone, it's usually to keep them under their thumb if possible.
Goals & Achievements:Carlos/Claire wants to be happy in life, however with the discovery of his powers came a sudden shift. Carlos also wants to put himself "at the top" in a sense, to rule or "tower" over others while exploring the nature of this power and of the spirituality all around him. When it comes to achievements, Carlos actually has not done anything outside of graduating High School and attempting to make it inside of Japan.
[ GUARDIAN ANGEL ]
Weapon of Choice: A small 7 inch pocket knife.
Power:Carlos/Claire's unique power is the ability to produce and manipulate spiritual Tar. It's nastiness stemming from his own toxic personality and behavior, it's heat coming from his hot-hotheadedness and anger, it's very own stickiness even stemming from his desire to cling onto people.
[ LEGACY CREATED ]
Origin: Carlos's story begins with his birth in North Virgina on April 19th 1998 to his young mother and father, who had only given birth to him shortly after their own marriage. He lived a pretty normal life for most of his childhood, his mother Kara Miller and his father Arnold Miller raising him with their best intentions, developing a few small childhood friends here and there. Though while he was young, Carlos was a short and pudgy child which resulted in him facing bullies upon entering middle school. The young lad was harassed because of his physique by multiple kids in middle school which resulted in the young boy becoming an introvert. He did not divulge the details of this to his parents or anyone he really "knew" at the time either. Preferring to keep everything to himself and just suffer while praying he would be able to get out of it. Over time however, Carlos took an interest in sports and would begin to lose weight , becoming more athletic and thin. By the time he was in high school, Puberty had begun to hit him. Combined with his sort of "athletic" physique things went pretty fine for the guy, however because of his newfound introverted attitude Carlos just didn't end up making much in terms of friends.
One day in his freshman year however of high school, Carlos began to explore himself and got comfortable with the concept of being female. He was sort of "jealous" of the lies that women around him had, and didn't want to come off as a boy anymore to people. Indeed the young boy would begin to invest in makeup, styling and growing out his hair alongside dresses and more feminine outfits. Eventually the young boy would come out to his parents about this once he was ready to "change" himself. Once he approached both of them about it one night, his father needless to say was rather against it. In his opinion he had wanted for Carlos to become "a man". His mother on the other hand vouched for him to "explore" himself and do whatever he wants to do. His parents argued for a while and day after day about it, while Carlos began to grow scared and uneasy. Just what had he done to his family?
Eventually after about a week or two. His father approached him and begrudgingly welcomed his decision. Even going as far as to "pay" for his clothes and makeup that he had also discovered his own son purchasing. Meanwhile their mother had remained generally supportive about it.
However, then came Carlos's transition into "Claire". On Halloween he had put on his full transition outfit and even went trick or treating. Using his high pitch voice and well passing looks to pass off as a "maiden" that halloween. Though when he returned home that day, the young lad had something he just had to tell his parents. That he indeed wanted to change his name to "Claire" now and be identified as a female rather than a male. This was met with similar results by his parents, his father progressivley getting more and more confused with his young boy carlos all of a sudden wanting to become a girl now. He had raised a son not a daughter! Yet this was still happening, where did he go wrong as a parent the man wondered to himself night after night. His father certainly did not do a good job of hiding this, as Carlos picked up on it and began to feel guilt progressively that he wasn't "a man" like his parents probably wanted him to be. His mother may have come across as supportive but....To him was she really supportive at all or just saying it to not make him feel bad? Carlos at school was a different case, on one hand most people didn't seem to care or mind his "transition", but there were still the select few that chose to point him out and give him shit about it. When bullied he/she just surrendered, choosing to take the abuse of his/her attackers and harassers as if it was some form of divine retribution for "ruining" his own families happiness.
During these dark and lonely moments in Claire's life, he began to foster a negative opinion of people. When harassed nobody ever came to his aid or bothered to care about him, nor was she a very social person to begin with. It didn't help that their bullies were obsessed with trying to make him feel like a freak, an outcast, someone who was never meant to blend in or be "normal". After a few months, he began to sort of "accept" what they kept telling him, that he would never be a "regular" person and begun to despise society for allowing this to happen to him. His anger had only started to develop at this point, a small amount of hatred towards people for the circumstances he was facing.
Then it all skyrocketed when his father left him the day before Christmas just one year after he transitioned. His own father couldn't take being supportive of what "had been" their son, nor was he fine with his own wife supporting such a decision. The days before the leave his disappointment and anger at Carlos had begun to boil at the prospect of getting him "a dress" or some other thing for christmas, tired of it all Arnold simply walked out on his family that one night. Refusing to come back and ditching "Claire" with his mother now. The times after that were dark and only fueled his guilty feelings even more, as his mother began to blame him for everything that had gone wrong in the couple's relationship. This was beginning to take an even harder toll in Claire's self esteem now too, causing him over time to become more and more desperate for validation and compliments.
After the event in which Claire discovered her powers she at first nearly developed a power fantasy about abusing it. However she began to think that if such powers existed, then perhaps there was danger or even other people in the world that could stop her from getting what she wanted. As a result Claire over time did as much as possible to keep it hidden and under no circumstances ever told anyone.
Rise to Power: As the young he/she would have it however, her life was not going to remain ordinary for too long.
Call to Action: After the discover of his/her power. Claire simply realized he/she should go do something. Their life had been rather boring and uneventful with only depressing events and things never working out in their favor. However with the discovery of their power came a newfound sense of self worth and a desire to explore. Alongside what was previously mentioned, after working some time at a minimum wage job in order to save up a good amount of cash and training her power in secret. Claire eventually left their mother at the age of 18 for Japan, a place that was certainly far, far away from her and from her entire old life. He wanted to forget everything, there was nothing but bad memories in Virginia and now he was actually capable of abandoning it all.
