Post by Albrecht Kilian on Jan 12, 2017 18:07:01 GMT -5
He could feel his heart pounding in his chest. It had been too long, too long cramped up in that metal tube in the sky. Too long being stuck in common meetings, normal talks - now he got to run. It felt good. The cold air burned his lungs as he ran on long strides, his paws digging into the snow and sending it flying in massive sprays behind him. He could feel the cold air sliding through his fur as he ran on all hours - obscured by the woods that he ran through now, a good way from the city.
He had smelled her here.
Freyleif - the Queen, or... was the Queen. He wasn't sure anymore. He felt she had made for such a brief leader and then stepped out that all she had done in the end was delay a resurgence by the Quincy. It was a long time coming.
But she meant well.
At least he hoped she did. It was always hard to tell - hard to read young individuals, and he should know - he still was one in the grand scheme of things. Regardless, he needed her now. He needed her control, her insight, and most of all - her experience. She was a key at least in that much, a powerful Quincy despite her age, she would be able to help him grow - and in doing so he would forgive her. She could help -him- move forward, and thus help usher in a new age for the Quincy, even if she didn't know it.
It wasn't lying if he didn't let her know in the first place. Sometimes, obscuring the truth from others was better than telling the truth in the first place. It was easier on them. This way payback after all - she had come and hunted him down when he tried to hide from the world, and now it was only fair that he come and find her out much the same.
So he ran.
As he ran, that other part of his mind sat back wondering, watching the world fly by in a blur of colors he could hardly comprehend, let alone react to. It only took a bit of work to realize that this 'aggressive other' in his mind was far more instinctive, far more reactive than he was normally. Where he would have to think to move out of the way of every tree that entered his path, the wolf inside of him simply - moved-, like water flowing around a rock; thoughtless motion of the purest sort. It was fascinating to watch, to think that he was capable of such things, giving him an inkling of hope for the future. To think, if he was able to tap into this... to control it, or... well, accept that part of him and work -with- it, he'd be much better off.
The question only lied in -how-. Inwardly he sighed as he knew they were approaching Freylief now, another scent starting to pick up in the air. Would she accept the story he bore? The troubles that wracked his mind? Was it even right to approach her for that as she went into hiding? It wasn't worth pondering now, one fact lay true: someone else was with her, though he knew not who. His run skidded to a halt as he slowly relaxed his reiatsu and walked once more as a man, crouching down in the snow to watch and observe. It wasn't hard to come to the conclusion that unless the two of them were being particularly unobservant, that they would've sensed that bundle of spiritual energy hurtling towards them at an inhuman pace only to skid to a dead stop some distance away.
His eyes scanned the treeline, watching as a concealed man looked around just as much as he did - likely looking for him... and not some short distance away was the woman he came for.
Freyleif.
He had found her, a certain swelling of pride filling his chest as he slowly stood next to the tree, making certain that no action he took seemed hostile - his approach was hostile enough. His hands up as a sign of good faith he started to walk openly towards the two, his eyes locked on Frey, though he kept the other man in his sights... just in case.
"I figured I'd find you, hiding out somewhere. Wasn't it you that told me that I wasn't allowed to hide in the first place? Now here you are, stealing my act.", though he spoke with a certain levity to his tone, inside he felt a bit disappointed that she up and fled as she did. If there was a reason for it, he didn't know it. That was the second reason he was here... to find out why she left in the first place.
"Hopefully you can forgive my unexpected dropping in like this, I need your help, in a couple ways... and I came to find out why you stepped out as you did Freyleif. It's not every day that a leader suddenly vanishes from their throne, especially not after working so hard to get it in the first place.", he was careful to pick his words slowly, letting them be just firm enough to show how serious he was, without hopefully stepping on too many sore nerves.
If she left that fast, he could only assume, and imagine that something must have set her off - something big. For a moment he wondered why he was here, if perhaps she would be too distracted by her own problems to help him out - if - perhaps, she couldn't help in the first place... the low thoughts of that 'other' voice in his head starting to push into his own.
He felt that red eye focusing in on her, as his mood slowly shifted... "Consider this repayment for dropping in on me when I went into hiding. If you came here to be alone, let me finish my business with you, and then we can be done - if you really wish it. Though some of the things I wish to speak of are rather sensitive in nature, so if your... friend here can abdicate for a short while, it would be for the best." his words carried a rough edge to them, it wouldn't be hard for her to pick up on the strange emotions in the man - the juxtaposed, conflicting emotions of the two personalities fighting for control, struggling with each other. Even before he spoke to her of his problem, it was likely she could glean some insight into it if she was focused enough.
He had smelled her here.
Freyleif - the Queen, or... was the Queen. He wasn't sure anymore. He felt she had made for such a brief leader and then stepped out that all she had done in the end was delay a resurgence by the Quincy. It was a long time coming.
But she meant well.
At least he hoped she did. It was always hard to tell - hard to read young individuals, and he should know - he still was one in the grand scheme of things. Regardless, he needed her now. He needed her control, her insight, and most of all - her experience. She was a key at least in that much, a powerful Quincy despite her age, she would be able to help him grow - and in doing so he would forgive her. She could help -him- move forward, and thus help usher in a new age for the Quincy, even if she didn't know it.
It wasn't lying if he didn't let her know in the first place. Sometimes, obscuring the truth from others was better than telling the truth in the first place. It was easier on them. This way payback after all - she had come and hunted him down when he tried to hide from the world, and now it was only fair that he come and find her out much the same.
So he ran.
As he ran, that other part of his mind sat back wondering, watching the world fly by in a blur of colors he could hardly comprehend, let alone react to. It only took a bit of work to realize that this 'aggressive other' in his mind was far more instinctive, far more reactive than he was normally. Where he would have to think to move out of the way of every tree that entered his path, the wolf inside of him simply - moved-, like water flowing around a rock; thoughtless motion of the purest sort. It was fascinating to watch, to think that he was capable of such things, giving him an inkling of hope for the future. To think, if he was able to tap into this... to control it, or... well, accept that part of him and work -with- it, he'd be much better off.
The question only lied in -how-. Inwardly he sighed as he knew they were approaching Freylief now, another scent starting to pick up in the air. Would she accept the story he bore? The troubles that wracked his mind? Was it even right to approach her for that as she went into hiding? It wasn't worth pondering now, one fact lay true: someone else was with her, though he knew not who. His run skidded to a halt as he slowly relaxed his reiatsu and walked once more as a man, crouching down in the snow to watch and observe. It wasn't hard to come to the conclusion that unless the two of them were being particularly unobservant, that they would've sensed that bundle of spiritual energy hurtling towards them at an inhuman pace only to skid to a dead stop some distance away.
His eyes scanned the treeline, watching as a concealed man looked around just as much as he did - likely looking for him... and not some short distance away was the woman he came for.
Freyleif.
He had found her, a certain swelling of pride filling his chest as he slowly stood next to the tree, making certain that no action he took seemed hostile - his approach was hostile enough. His hands up as a sign of good faith he started to walk openly towards the two, his eyes locked on Frey, though he kept the other man in his sights... just in case.
"I figured I'd find you, hiding out somewhere. Wasn't it you that told me that I wasn't allowed to hide in the first place? Now here you are, stealing my act.", though he spoke with a certain levity to his tone, inside he felt a bit disappointed that she up and fled as she did. If there was a reason for it, he didn't know it. That was the second reason he was here... to find out why she left in the first place.
"Hopefully you can forgive my unexpected dropping in like this, I need your help, in a couple ways... and I came to find out why you stepped out as you did Freyleif. It's not every day that a leader suddenly vanishes from their throne, especially not after working so hard to get it in the first place.", he was careful to pick his words slowly, letting them be just firm enough to show how serious he was, without hopefully stepping on too many sore nerves.
If she left that fast, he could only assume, and imagine that something must have set her off - something big. For a moment he wondered why he was here, if perhaps she would be too distracted by her own problems to help him out - if - perhaps, she couldn't help in the first place... the low thoughts of that 'other' voice in his head starting to push into his own.
He felt that red eye focusing in on her, as his mood slowly shifted... "Consider this repayment for dropping in on me when I went into hiding. If you came here to be alone, let me finish my business with you, and then we can be done - if you really wish it. Though some of the things I wish to speak of are rather sensitive in nature, so if your... friend here can abdicate for a short while, it would be for the best." his words carried a rough edge to them, it wouldn't be hard for her to pick up on the strange emotions in the man - the juxtaposed, conflicting emotions of the two personalities fighting for control, struggling with each other. Even before he spoke to her of his problem, it was likely she could glean some insight into it if she was focused enough.
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