A Heartfelt So Long Because I Seriously Hate Goodbyes
Feb 4, 2017 21:18:13 GMT -5
Ichiro Tsubaki, Lucian Volitare Crimson, and 6 more like this
Post by Calendrea Hughes on Feb 4, 2017 21:18:13 GMT -5
Well, most of you who watch the threads have seen me making my exit, cleaning up my threads, making my last GP claim. So this is sort of redundant other than for me to cry a bit and laugh some and bid you all to take care of each other and be well.
Cuing up Carl Segan once again...
Billions, and Billions, and Billions of years ago... i dwelt in darkness. For much too long. And my brother who you never met, brought me here into the light. And god what a delight this has been to me. I feel in love immediately. I met some incredible people. I was taken in with open arms and embraced.
My thread partners were diverse and amusing and what a crew. Each and everyone just the best people to be around.
But the recent drama just is killing my soul, to be honest. I cannot go back into the land of darkness. I will not survive another round of it. It is just too soon.
Already my behavior has been effected, lashing out at other and filling me with shame. I have to go.
So...Calendrea is going to Ireland, the clann moved there from Wales after the culling, to find Clann Hughes and hopefully a little happiness there as I say good bye to that lovely woman. I will miss her. I will deal with Zabel and Consumption when I am able, this week sometime coming up. So leave them be till I put them to bed with Calendrea.
To everyone, my apologies. But I have to do what is best for me. I will return to my roots and be a bit elvish for a while.
Those who care to can find me on discord. Drop by and say hello from time to time. It will make me smile, I am certain.
Be good to one another.
I leave you with my heart.
Words of the Bard...
Cuing up Carl Segan once again...
Billions, and Billions, and Billions of years ago... i dwelt in darkness. For much too long. And my brother who you never met, brought me here into the light. And god what a delight this has been to me. I feel in love immediately. I met some incredible people. I was taken in with open arms and embraced.
My thread partners were diverse and amusing and what a crew. Each and everyone just the best people to be around.
But the recent drama just is killing my soul, to be honest. I cannot go back into the land of darkness. I will not survive another round of it. It is just too soon.
Already my behavior has been effected, lashing out at other and filling me with shame. I have to go.
So...Calendrea is going to Ireland, the clann moved there from Wales after the culling, to find Clann Hughes and hopefully a little happiness there as I say good bye to that lovely woman. I will miss her. I will deal with Zabel and Consumption when I am able, this week sometime coming up. So leave them be till I put them to bed with Calendrea.
To everyone, my apologies. But I have to do what is best for me. I will return to my roots and be a bit elvish for a while.
Those who care to can find me on discord. Drop by and say hello from time to time. It will make me smile, I am certain.
Be good to one another.
I leave you with my heart.
Words of the Bard...
"The Long Way Around"
I don't know what to say about these days
I'm seeing people changing in the strangest ways
Even in the richer neighborhoods
People don't know when they've got it good
They've got the envy, and they've got it bad
When I was a kid everything I did was trying to be free
Running up and down Tinsel Town with the fire inside of me
My planets all in retrograde, the best of all my plans got laid
I made my breaks, and some mistakes
Just not the ones people think I made
Now I'm a long way gone
Down this wild road I'm on
It's going to take me where I'm bound
But it's the long way around
It's a little hard keeping track of what's gone wrong
The covenant unravels, and the news just rolls along
I could feel my memory letting go some two or three disasters ago
It's hard to say which did more ill
Citizens United or the Gulf oil spill
And I'm a long way gone
Down this wild road I'm on
It's going to take me take me where I'm bound
But it's the long way around
It's never been that hard to buy a gun
Now they'll sell a Glock 19 to just about anyone
The seeds of tragedy are there
In what we feel we have the right to bear
To watch our children come to harm
There in the safety of our arms
With all we disagree about
The passions burn, the heart goes out
And we're a long way gone
Down this wild road we're on
It's going to take us where we're bound
It's just the long way around
I don't know what to say about these days
I'm seeing people changing in the strangest ways
Even in the richer neighborhoods
People don't know when they've got it good
They've got the envy, and they've got it bad
When I was a kid everything I did was trying to be free
Running up and down Tinsel Town with the fire inside of me
My planets all in retrograde, the best of all my plans got laid
I made my breaks, and some mistakes
Just not the ones people think I made
Now I'm a long way gone
Down this wild road I'm on
It's going to take me where I'm bound
But it's the long way around
It's a little hard keeping track of what's gone wrong
The covenant unravels, and the news just rolls along
I could feel my memory letting go some two or three disasters ago
It's hard to say which did more ill
Citizens United or the Gulf oil spill
And I'm a long way gone
Down this wild road I'm on
It's going to take me take me where I'm bound
But it's the long way around
It's never been that hard to buy a gun
Now they'll sell a Glock 19 to just about anyone
The seeds of tragedy are there
In what we feel we have the right to bear
To watch our children come to harm
There in the safety of our arms
With all we disagree about
The passions burn, the heart goes out
And we're a long way gone
Down this wild road we're on
It's going to take us where we're bound
It's just the long way around
