Post by Wraith on Sept 19, 2017 17:10:41 GMT -5
Some of you probably saw this coming, already thought I was gone, or most likely don't even care, but I decided to write one of these anyways. Farewell BG.
Not planning to be fancy here. However, I will say sorry to anyone I am leaving behind with a thread or plans for one in the air. I can't find the willpower to continue to write here any longer. I keep trying to get back into my characters, but I just can't. Wraith especially I feel is stuck in a position I can't seem to fine a valid future RP path for, and sometimes like I have no control over my own character and his development anymore, nor do I feel as though I am progressing as a writer. Call it my own failure as a writer, or a result of some choices I made early on, or even circumstances I let myself get dragged into, whatever you will. I won't bother going into details further though, since this is just the ways things are regardless of how I feel about them.
Since I also seem to only have a small group of people that enjoy writing with me, or find my writing interesting at all... I doubt a fresh start new character would help me here, so for any of you who had that thought come to mind as you read these ramblings now have my thoughts on that idea. Perhaps one day I may find my muse again, but instead of betting on what if's I've decided to do what feels right at this moment.
For those of you with IC connections with Wraith that may need to be mentioned feel free to write him as though he has been missing with his two twin children he rescued ever since the big family tragedy or perhaps he returned briefly after that, but happened to walk into and/or heard about another tragic scene after the first tragedy. Either would be quite a blow to the heart of a thief with trust issues and make him disappear, so either is a good official reason for his absence. I leave it to those who care enough to mention him again in writing to decide which story to go with.
I don't believe anyone had connections to Drazaq worth mentioning, but going missing in the deserts of HM is probably common enough of an explanation for a weak and unknown hollow to be good enough.
To conclude, I'll say it once again. Farewell BG, sorry to those I've left with promises unfulfilled, and good luck to the few friends that I have made here.
Not planning to be fancy here. However, I will say sorry to anyone I am leaving behind with a thread or plans for one in the air. I can't find the willpower to continue to write here any longer. I keep trying to get back into my characters, but I just can't. Wraith especially I feel is stuck in a position I can't seem to fine a valid future RP path for, and sometimes like I have no control over my own character and his development anymore, nor do I feel as though I am progressing as a writer. Call it my own failure as a writer, or a result of some choices I made early on, or even circumstances I let myself get dragged into, whatever you will. I won't bother going into details further though, since this is just the ways things are regardless of how I feel about them.
Since I also seem to only have a small group of people that enjoy writing with me, or find my writing interesting at all... I doubt a fresh start new character would help me here, so for any of you who had that thought come to mind as you read these ramblings now have my thoughts on that idea. Perhaps one day I may find my muse again, but instead of betting on what if's I've decided to do what feels right at this moment.
For those of you with IC connections with Wraith that may need to be mentioned feel free to write him as though he has been missing with his two twin children he rescued ever since the big family tragedy or perhaps he returned briefly after that, but happened to walk into and/or heard about another tragic scene after the first tragedy. Either would be quite a blow to the heart of a thief with trust issues and make him disappear, so either is a good official reason for his absence. I leave it to those who care enough to mention him again in writing to decide which story to go with.
I don't believe anyone had connections to Drazaq worth mentioning, but going missing in the deserts of HM is probably common enough of an explanation for a weak and unknown hollow to be good enough.
To conclude, I'll say it once again. Farewell BG, sorry to those I've left with promises unfulfilled, and good luck to the few friends that I have made here.