Post by Kamizawa Minoru on Nov 3, 2017 6:53:22 GMT -5
Hey guys,
Thought i'd direct this at everyone so here we go.
Back when I first joined BG I was going through a lot of family issues dealing with my sick father and my own mental health. I joined because I liked writing and was new to roleplay and used various fandoms as an escape from my real life issues. I honestly thought pretending to be something I'm not would force myself to forget about these problems and let me just escape from my problems. Anyway as the story goes, the more I spent time on here the worse I got, especially because I just felt like I never truly fit in with the various people I was talking with, like I can say I honestly felt like there were only a few people I would of considered a friend.
The more I was here, the less in reality I truly was and then just one day I snapped and had to stop. I was in the process of actually leaving the site when this happened, I was finishing up all my current threads at the time as it was unfair to start something and then just disappear. However it ended up like that and I'm truly sorry to those that were relying on me to post and wish I was more considerate at the time and had told people. I guess I want forgiveness but I know doing the coming-and-going thing sort of leaves a shitty taste in people's mouth.
I am truly sorry to those that I affected especially because at the time, my character was helping develop other new players character.
On another note, I'm possibly looking to come back and start writing, in the past year things have gotten worse but are now a lot better. Less anxiety, less depressed etc etc. Happy times. Hope to catch up with all the people I use to talk with and hope to meet new people alike.
Thanks for reading!
Thought i'd direct this at everyone so here we go.
Back when I first joined BG I was going through a lot of family issues dealing with my sick father and my own mental health. I joined because I liked writing and was new to roleplay and used various fandoms as an escape from my real life issues. I honestly thought pretending to be something I'm not would force myself to forget about these problems and let me just escape from my problems. Anyway as the story goes, the more I spent time on here the worse I got, especially because I just felt like I never truly fit in with the various people I was talking with, like I can say I honestly felt like there were only a few people I would of considered a friend.
The more I was here, the less in reality I truly was and then just one day I snapped and had to stop. I was in the process of actually leaving the site when this happened, I was finishing up all my current threads at the time as it was unfair to start something and then just disappear. However it ended up like that and I'm truly sorry to those that were relying on me to post and wish I was more considerate at the time and had told people. I guess I want forgiveness but I know doing the coming-and-going thing sort of leaves a shitty taste in people's mouth.
I am truly sorry to those that I affected especially because at the time, my character was helping develop other new players character.
On another note, I'm possibly looking to come back and start writing, in the past year things have gotten worse but are now a lot better. Less anxiety, less depressed etc etc. Happy times. Hope to catch up with all the people I use to talk with and hope to meet new people alike.
Thanks for reading!