Post by Alain Merrick on Jul 8, 2018 13:52:26 GMT -5
Promotion had its advantages. He was now able to act when and how he saw fit. He possessed access to sensitive research, devices and artifacts which had previously been denied to him. But most importantly, he finally answered to no one except the big boss and Merrick was likely beneath his notice. Alas, not every development was positive. There was an inordinate amount of paperwork, which the young Shinigami didn’t mind, but it did take his attentions away from more important matters, his own business. However, the worst change was the necessity to interact with more of his colleagues and not only those within his division. At no point during his tenure in the Gotei did he have to engage with so many people which was ironic given their decline in numbers following the plague. It was a sad state of affairs.
Originally, Merrick had intended to delegate many tasks, but then he had never relied on others. And if he was being honest, it was more about a lack of trust than anything else. Though time, experience and sheer necessity had softened his stance somewhat. Still, when given the option, he preferred to handle matters alone. A concept such as loyalty meant next to nothing to him. Probably because it had been rarity in his life, having truly known it only a handful of times. He always believed that there was a certain vulnerability required in order to establish these types of allegiances and he was never willing to take those risks. He wanted or more accurately needed to maintain control or a semblance of it. And at a time when he should have had more control than ever, it seemed like it was being lost if he ever really had it to begin with. He had to discover why, but alas, that examination would have to wait.
Alain’s eyes drifted up to the clock on the opposite wall. His next meeting was scheduled for nine o’clock. Thus, he had roughly fifteen minutes to familiarize himself with the division’s latest recruit. Shuffling through the many materials atop his desk, he retrieved one of five manilla folders which he opened and began to read. Candi Natsuko. Former Academy instructor. Average grades. Proficiency with Hohō. Then he saw the photo in his file and he rolled his eyes. The two-toned hair, facial tattoo, and gaudy makeup made her look more like a whore from a local brothel than a Shinigami. Of course he was only looking at a photograph, but it seemed to exude a lack of seriousness, the antithesis of himself and what he envisioned for the division. From the information in the file, it was clear that she had been around for many years, but if they had met, then he couldn’t recall. Nevertheless, the image and what it might portend, was already starting to darken his mood. Removing his glasses, he began to rub at his eyes. This is what is going to help rebuild the Gotei?
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Originally, Merrick had intended to delegate many tasks, but then he had never relied on others. And if he was being honest, it was more about a lack of trust than anything else. Though time, experience and sheer necessity had softened his stance somewhat. Still, when given the option, he preferred to handle matters alone. A concept such as loyalty meant next to nothing to him. Probably because it had been rarity in his life, having truly known it only a handful of times. He always believed that there was a certain vulnerability required in order to establish these types of allegiances and he was never willing to take those risks. He wanted or more accurately needed to maintain control or a semblance of it. And at a time when he should have had more control than ever, it seemed like it was being lost if he ever really had it to begin with. He had to discover why, but alas, that examination would have to wait.
Alain’s eyes drifted up to the clock on the opposite wall. His next meeting was scheduled for nine o’clock. Thus, he had roughly fifteen minutes to familiarize himself with the division’s latest recruit. Shuffling through the many materials atop his desk, he retrieved one of five manilla folders which he opened and began to read. Candi Natsuko. Former Academy instructor. Average grades. Proficiency with Hohō. Then he saw the photo in his file and he rolled his eyes. The two-toned hair, facial tattoo, and gaudy makeup made her look more like a whore from a local brothel than a Shinigami. Of course he was only looking at a photograph, but it seemed to exude a lack of seriousness, the antithesis of himself and what he envisioned for the division. From the information in the file, it was clear that she had been around for many years, but if they had met, then he couldn’t recall. Nevertheless, the image and what it might portend, was already starting to darken his mood. Removing his glasses, he began to rub at his eyes. This is what is going to help rebuild the Gotei?
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