Post by Mirabelle Bonnet on Jul 12, 2016 15:51:58 GMT -5
A painful gasp of air was the first thing to grace the songbird’s lungs as she woke from her nightmare. Her mangled body still lay where she’d left it the first time, coated in the unique filth of this section of the Rukongai. As she rose from her nest of trash her mind spun in a whirlwind of indeterminate origin her emotions were caught somewhere in it. Each one was a titan vying for control of their shared vessel, their cries tearing across her soul as it rampaged around her unbound.
Frenzied hands pawed desperately at her body, dissapearing and reappearing to and from the folds of the ruined fabric of her uniform. Crass fingers jabbed bruises that were still beginning to bloom beneath her skin and prodded the painfully squishy gaps where there should have been sturdy bone. Her body all but trembled beneath even her own hands as she sought a not yet found wound, if what she looked for was even material. She wasn’t sure it was.
It was a sickening sound as she gingerly peeled herself from the layers of muck, the slurry and mud trying their very best to keep her in their midst. Her still shaking hands tried to free her from the filth that had accumulated as she’d slumbered, picking and peeling paper and other debris from not only her uniform but her hair and skin. Her reflection stared back at her from a stagnating pool of water, her eyes eerily reminiscent of the man who had left her here.
The longer she looked, the more she condemned herself. She was dirty. She was filthy. On some level, she was broken. That brokenness leaked from her very core to her extremities and back, in an endless cycle. She hated everything she saw in that puddle, dirt and grime be damned.
She shouldn’t have been able to walk, not in the state her body was in. Yet she stood tall and marched through the streets of the district. She walked deeper into the slums, her presence drawing sideways glances from most of the folk around her. At some point, she even managed to lose a sandal but she didn’t care, the Seireitei and their policies were what had brought her here. If they got her back at all, they could bear with the loss of one lonely shoe.
“Mira-chaaaaan!” a voice called, it’s pitch high and tone cheery. A boy who looked to be around 11, and was in all likelihood over one hundred years of age, came hurtling out from one of the buildings nearby. He all but collided with Mirabelle as she continued her march. “Mira! How are you? Mommy and Daddy miss your performances!”
“I’d really missed you too, I’d hoped to see you sometime soon but I had no idea it’d be today!” The boy fell in step beside her, rambling on about his life as it’d been since last she’d seen him and seeming not to care where she was going. The only times the child seemed to stop his incessant rambling was to inhale, and even then it was only for mere seconds.
Growing tired of the boy and his antics, she reached out to touch his head. Her grip firm on his crown, she shoved him sideways with everything she had. The boy careened into the side of what appeared to be a restaurant, or what could pass for one this far into the Rukongai, his head colliding with the wall in a resounding crack. As the boy lay in a crumpled heap and with bystanders slowly crowding around him, she continued her march. She would get away from here, away from anyone who knew her. She would find a place where she could be her broken self in peace.
[WC: 633][TWC: 633]
Frenzied hands pawed desperately at her body, dissapearing and reappearing to and from the folds of the ruined fabric of her uniform. Crass fingers jabbed bruises that were still beginning to bloom beneath her skin and prodded the painfully squishy gaps where there should have been sturdy bone. Her body all but trembled beneath even her own hands as she sought a not yet found wound, if what she looked for was even material. She wasn’t sure it was.
It was a sickening sound as she gingerly peeled herself from the layers of muck, the slurry and mud trying their very best to keep her in their midst. Her still shaking hands tried to free her from the filth that had accumulated as she’d slumbered, picking and peeling paper and other debris from not only her uniform but her hair and skin. Her reflection stared back at her from a stagnating pool of water, her eyes eerily reminiscent of the man who had left her here.
The longer she looked, the more she condemned herself. She was dirty. She was filthy. On some level, she was broken. That brokenness leaked from her very core to her extremities and back, in an endless cycle. She hated everything she saw in that puddle, dirt and grime be damned.
She shouldn’t have been able to walk, not in the state her body was in. Yet she stood tall and marched through the streets of the district. She walked deeper into the slums, her presence drawing sideways glances from most of the folk around her. At some point, she even managed to lose a sandal but she didn’t care, the Seireitei and their policies were what had brought her here. If they got her back at all, they could bear with the loss of one lonely shoe.
“Mira-chaaaaan!” a voice called, it’s pitch high and tone cheery. A boy who looked to be around 11, and was in all likelihood over one hundred years of age, came hurtling out from one of the buildings nearby. He all but collided with Mirabelle as she continued her march. “Mira! How are you? Mommy and Daddy miss your performances!”
“I’d really missed you too, I’d hoped to see you sometime soon but I had no idea it’d be today!” The boy fell in step beside her, rambling on about his life as it’d been since last she’d seen him and seeming not to care where she was going. The only times the child seemed to stop his incessant rambling was to inhale, and even then it was only for mere seconds.
Growing tired of the boy and his antics, she reached out to touch his head. Her grip firm on his crown, she shoved him sideways with everything she had. The boy careened into the side of what appeared to be a restaurant, or what could pass for one this far into the Rukongai, his head colliding with the wall in a resounding crack. As the boy lay in a crumpled heap and with bystanders slowly crowding around him, she continued her march. She would get away from here, away from anyone who knew her. She would find a place where she could be her broken self in peace.
[WC: 633][TWC: 633]